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[12 Jun 2004|10:47pm] |
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jessica i will never play ddr with you that's final
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[25 May 2004|05:25pm] |
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so we've been nominated for best canadian group at the much music awards or something. this will be our second year that we've been nominated and that's pretty exciting. i never would have guessed that we'd actually be getting awards and stuff for doing things that we love. sometimes it still doesn't even feel real. i'll finish this later i'm tired.
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[10 May 2004|12:12pm] |
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oh my god i'm 1/4 a century old
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| i love her in a thousand ways this music gives me a headache |
[07 May 2004|12:02pm] |
I don't mean to get so mushy and if you have a problem with it then please skip over this now. On every birthday of mine, I am so thankful to be alive another year to hopefully continue experiencing all of the amazing things that I have so far. I wish I had a more tangible journal to keep records of all of the wonderful places I have been and all of the things I've done. But in honesty I never really care about it until events like my birthday come up anyway. And now that's it's been so far into my new life - so-to-speak - it would be pointless to start a journal for all of it now.
Anyway the point is that since my birthday is approaching and I'm all of the sudden more thankful for everything in my life more than on Thanksgiving Day or something like that, I wanted to take a minute to appreciate the people who have made such an impact in my life. I don't know how I should feel that only one name stood out to me while thinking about this, but I think I'm okay with it.
It's weird to think that when I was younger girls were the most cootie infested things ever to exist. And a girl like you was just the kind of girl that I would throw rocks at during recess. Now you are probably the one person who I am closest too. I've told you things that I would otherwise be ashamed and embarrassed to tell anyone else. You know some of my deepest, darkest secrets and you know something else? You've never made fun of me for them and I thank you for that.
I felt so special that you actually gave me the time of day. And to think that you were the one who started all of this. It was unbelievable. And during Christmas time, it was so important for me to make it special for you. Part of me still sees you as a high-maintainence kind of girl and I was really worried that I'd never be able to give you the kind of gift that I should have. And during Thanksgiving, you were mainly the reason I got through that holiday without being bored and sleeping the entire time. It was so fun to talk to you about turkey putting people to sleep and baking christmas cookies early. I missed you a lot on the holidays and I would sit around and think about sleeping by you and being able to smell your hair while I would eat leftovers. And half of me was depressed that it was just all in my thoughts and wasn't really happening, but the other half was happy just to have someone in my life to think about like that.
Before you, I was starting to get caught up in the perks of fame. Girls all of the time and being able to sleep with them easier than ever before just because I'm a lead singer. But you put me back in the right direction and I've learned to appreciate women and not see them as a conquest into my bed anymore.
I still feel so awful about getting lazy, but I think about all of the fun that we've had and it makes me feel a lot better. I was afraid that we would never talk again. But then you asked me if I had seen American Idol last week and I admit even though it wasn't a big deal, I breathed a sigh of relief because I was sure that you were gone from my life forever. And then we had what seemed like a pretty decent conversation, and I was glad.
I'm still worried that no one will be able to protect you from the paranormal like I could! But I trust your judgement above anyone else's and I would do anything to keep you happy. So whatever you want is yours. You are the classiest, funnest, and most genuine woman I have ever met. I cannot express fully enough just how important you always will be to me. I will be so sad when you do finally go away. But for now, thank you for remaining a part of my life. I love you so much and I hope you know who you are.
( ugh i wanted this to all be about her but i guess i didn't forget about you too )
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[06 May 2004|10:14pm] |
Well my birthday is in two days. Even though I forgot about Jessica's she isn't allowed to forget about mine.
I guess I already got an early birthday present, and that was losing my best friend. Or being replaced, rather. Feels good. Thanks.
And I was hacked but fear not.
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